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Why is it that I feel that void
When I sit under the evening sky?
I want desperately to reach out to my better half
My soul mate, my husband.
I think it's because I'm so aware of God.
Especially in the quietness of the night.
I think it's because I'm mean to share these moments,
With God and my husband.
It's that three stranded cord, not easily broken
That I'm sensing and missing.
I know that cord was once complete
With Gary, God and me.
I couldn't have quoted scripture then
But my soul felt the rightness of the relationship.
Can another man take his place?
Or was it a "once in a lifetime" thing?
As much as I try to put it all behind me,
It constantly tugs at my heart.
Do we get a second chance?
After the "love of our life" moves on?
I guess time will tell all....
Elaine 4/26/2009
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